POST OF MUSH AND LOVE (skip if you want)
Sep. 19th, 2008 10:22 pmI'm getting packed to go to Utah right now, and I know it's sappy and silly, but I don't feel like I wanna take anything because the only thing I really need is already there... JEN *Hugs and loves on
soliloquy* I know, I'm being very mushy and hypocritical, but that's how I feel. I LOVE MY JENNI!!!
Also, Jenn, I don't know if you are the one who hung my foam 'chucks on my Michaelangelo poster, but if so, you ROCK. I love your style! :D
I know I've talked before about how society makes it seem like the end of the world if you don't pair-bond, and how much I loathe them for it. I STILL believe that you DON'T need a mate to be happy. I love Jenn as much as I could ever love another human being, but if she died, I would have to go on living (although I'd be deeply saddened) I also still believe that you don't NEED to spend a lot of time looking for someone to love (however, if looking makes you happy, go for it) If you find the right person, that's really nice. It doesn't need to be something your life revolves around though. It's NOT the end of the world to end up an old maid.
Look at this silly post tho. I'm just getting off topic. I wanted to have this post so I could gush giddily over how much I adore my girlfriend. (and I'm too nervous to sleep) I LOVE MY JENNIFER!!!! I can't wait to see her and hold her close and love on her and... *rambles on with mush and goo and baby noises of love for about 15 minutes*
That is all, I now end my mushy-gushy post of WRUVVV and return you to your regularly scheduled f-list... well wait. I just wanted to add this...
I am VERY nervous about my flight tomorrow. I dreamt that I died in a plane crash a few nights ago, and I'm kinda freaked out about it. If it happens, I want to come back and make a post-mortum LJ post that says "I TOLD YA'LL SO!" ;)...
That is all. (4 real this time)
Also, Jenn, I don't know if you are the one who hung my foam 'chucks on my Michaelangelo poster, but if so, you ROCK. I love your style! :D
I know I've talked before about how society makes it seem like the end of the world if you don't pair-bond, and how much I loathe them for it. I STILL believe that you DON'T need a mate to be happy. I love Jenn as much as I could ever love another human being, but if she died, I would have to go on living (although I'd be deeply saddened) I also still believe that you don't NEED to spend a lot of time looking for someone to love (however, if looking makes you happy, go for it) If you find the right person, that's really nice. It doesn't need to be something your life revolves around though. It's NOT the end of the world to end up an old maid.
Look at this silly post tho. I'm just getting off topic. I wanted to have this post so I could gush giddily over how much I adore my girlfriend. (and I'm too nervous to sleep) I LOVE MY JENNIFER!!!! I can't wait to see her and hold her close and love on her and... *rambles on with mush and goo and baby noises of love for about 15 minutes*
That is all, I now end my mushy-gushy post of WRUVVV and return you to your regularly scheduled f-list... well wait. I just wanted to add this...
I am VERY nervous about my flight tomorrow. I dreamt that I died in a plane crash a few nights ago, and I'm kinda freaked out about it. If it happens, I want to come back and make a post-mortum LJ post that says "I TOLD YA'LL SO!" ;)...
That is all. (4 real this time)
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Date: 2008-09-20 05:01 am (UTC)Anyway, I'm SURE your flight will be fine. Worrying about it will only make the journey worse!
Hope you have a great time!
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Date: 2008-09-20 06:26 am (UTC)Kinda hard, isn't it? I mean, if you're a ghost, and burned up in a plane crash to boot, how are you gonna work the keyboard?
*is thoughtful late at night when she has a cold..*
Safe trip, Mica. And safe trip back both of you!
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Date: 2008-09-20 10:54 am (UTC)I've felt the same for most of my life; that I'm expected to pair off with someone, that I'm somehow 'flawed' because I choose to solitude. And, I agree, that, though you don't *need* a mate, it's nice to have one. It sounds like you're very happy with Jen and, in the end, that's all that really matters. Whether you find happiness with someone else or by yourself...just so long as you're happy.
Have a safe trip, Mica! ;D
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Date: 2008-09-20 01:16 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-09-20 06:22 pm (UTC)I hope you have an excellent time with Jenni and I'm sure your flight will be just fine, don't be nervous!
And I know what you mean..we all have different ways to be happy but I cannot stand someone who revolves their lives aorund whining aobut how nobody's in their lives...I wanna smack em upside the head and be liek "GET A F***ING HOBBY"
I mean these ppl obviously can't even live with themselves. And I know as much as I can't stand Chris Crocker, he's got a good opinion on his video "Codependency (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rp198k984Yw)"
Also yeah ever since I've been with Mark it's made me quite clear that I rather be single all my life with cats. AND YEH I'M PROUD! BITCHES DON'T KNOOOOW LOL
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