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Stoopid Spam bots! MY LIVEJOURNAL IS NOT YOUR PLAYGROUND! Argh. I seem to be getting a ton of spam comments lately (they especailly seem to be targeting This entry for some reason.) :p Most of the spam is about cheap "sowtware" (misspelling of software)

Stuff about my upcoming utah trip and mikey commission piccy I bought for Jenn under cut )

PS. Also, just because I haven't said anything about this post doesn't mean I'm not upset about it. I just haven't had time to write anything up about it. (I wrote the majority of the above post yesterday)
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I know I should be finishing up my NYCC Con report and posting it, but I'm not going to right now. I'm too excited!! :D I NEED to post about this, it's IMPORTANT!
click here for important sparkly information/announcement )
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BIG NEWS EVERYBODY! For those of you who haven't read this entry on my girlfriend Jenn's LJ, I have big news. I am allowed to read turtlecest again. This is a BIG step for Jennifer. I am very proud of her. We have been talking about it for a long time in counseling, and she basically has told me that she doesn't enjoy turtlecest, but I am allowed to look at it as long as she doesn't have to see it. :)

It makes me VERY happy that she loves me enough to trust me with this privilege. She has told me that she loves me TOO much to have something like different tastes in pornography tear us apart. That makes my heart overflow with joy.

I took my time in posting this entry for 2 reasons:
1) I didn't want ANYONE on my f-list to think Jenn is wishy-washy or ANYTHING bad about her just because she changed her mind. This is COMPLETELY untrue. Jenn and I have gone through a TON of counseling together and a LOT of soul-searching and revelations. 3 BIG things I think have helped bring about this decision in Jenn. a) Jenn's uncle and grandfather APOLOGIZED to her, making incest not seem like such a huge scary thing, b) we talked a LOT about WHY she doesn't like me reading it, and I assured her that those fears were unfounded, and c) when I fucked up recently, she spent a lot of time thinking about what life would be like if we were apart, and consider if t-cest is enough to pull us apart.
2) I didn't want Jenn to feel completely BOUND by this decision in case she changed her mind (that's also the reason I haven't looked at much 'cest yet) I wanted to make sure that if she DID change her mind, she wouldn't feel pressured by any post I had made.

I still feel bad that I was EVER dishonest with Jennifer, and it *WILL* take some time to FULLY earn that trust back. However, I feel as though a GIANT weight has been lifted off both my shoulders and our relationship. I don't feel the need to go and seek out 'cest, but it feels wonderful knowing that if I do go trolling for fic, I don't have to be super-careful not to click on 'cest, and that if I see a 'cest story I want to read, I can read it without repercussions. I love my Jennifer SO much. She is made of awesomesauce and I know that we are meant to be together XD

Jennifer's love and trust make me SO happy. It makes my heart ache because she loves me SO much! *sends love to my Jenn-Jenn*
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Wow... 3 entries in 3 days. I know I don't usually do that. However, I started reporting on this drama, I must follow through.

Before I get to the important stuff though. Just a few things. Jenn & I are going to Utah on April 13th thru the 18th. :) Jenn will be getting trigger-point injections before we leave on the 13th. Jenn's parents REALLY want to see her, so they are paying for our airfare out there. It's pretty awesome of them. Just thought I'd note that here. :D

Also, I am going to Sioux City this weekend with my friends to see Avenue Q. It's gonna be fun. Jennifer keeps not wanting to go because she wants to have some time to recover from this stressful week. However, I think she will have fun and also it's not good for her to sit home all alone, so I'm making her come along.

final installment of this drama llama under cut )
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Taken from [livejournal.com profile] lindentreeisle:

Reply to this post saying "Love is a pretty awesome chemical reaction.", and I'll tell you one reason why I love/like you. Then re-post this and spread the love. NYAR!


Also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY [livejournal.com profile] greenwillow27!!! XD Hope it's a great one!!!
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Leave me a comment saying "Resistance is Futile."
• I'll respond by asking you five questions so I can satisfy my curiosity.
• Update your journal with the answers to the questions.
• Include this explanation in the post and offer to ask other people questions.

Questions from Xiilnek & Robina )
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I meant to post this earlier this week, but I got really busy at work. IOWA ALLOWS GAY MARRIAGE NOW!
Iowa doesn't have a residency requirement for marriage licenses, and it's close enough to south dakota (about an 1/2 hour away) that Jenn ([livejournal.com profile] soliloquy) and I could go and get married if we wanted to. So, this brings up an interesting dilemma. Here it is :
I never really believed in marriage. I've always kinda seen it as something society imposes on people. However, that belief has slowly eroded since I met (and fell in love with) Jenn. This is not because of anything she has done. In fact, she is scared of marriage, due to a failed previous one (maybe I can talk her into writing a LJ entry this weekend expressing her exact feelings). No, this is because I feel a deep connection with Jenn. It goes deeper than "girlfriend" or "significant other" can express. Those terms just feel too temporary.
I also had a sort-of blasé attitude about gay marriage. I felt that it wasn't worth fighting about since I really didn't think a marriage certificate made much of a difference. However, now that I have the ability to marry Jenn, I think I might want to.

What do all of you on my F-list think about this? What are your thoughts on marriage? Those of you who are married, why did you do so? Are you happy? Help a nyar out! Give me your thoughts!
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But truthfully, it's honesty and communicationz ([livejournal.com profile] soliloquy's uber cuteness is just a fortunate side-benfit)
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I made it to Utah and I'm not dead! I guess my premonition was wrong. Jenn is next to me right now *kisses her* Thank you for all your well wishes and for not thinking me a hypocrite with my last post! See you in a week or so! :D
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I'm getting packed to go to Utah right now, and I know it's sappy and silly, but I don't feel like I wanna take anything because the only thing I really need is already there... JEN *Hugs and loves on [livejournal.com profile] soliloquy* I know, I'm being very mushy and hypocritical, but that's how I feel. I LOVE MY JENNI!!!

Also, Jenn, I don't know if you are the one who hung my foam 'chucks on my Michaelangelo poster, but if so, you ROCK. I love your style! :D

I know I've talked before about how society makes it seem like the end of the world if you don't pair-bond, and how much I loathe them for it. I STILL believe that you DON'T need a mate to be happy. I love Jenn as much as I could ever love another human being, but if she died, I would have to go on living (although I'd be deeply saddened) I also still believe that you don't NEED to spend a lot of time looking for someone to love (however, if looking makes you happy, go for it) If you find the right person, that's really nice. It doesn't need to be something your life revolves around though. It's NOT the end of the world to end up an old maid.

Look at this silly post tho. I'm just getting off topic. I wanted to have this post so I could gush giddily over how much I adore my girlfriend. (and I'm too nervous to sleep) I LOVE MY JENNIFER!!!! I can't wait to see her and hold her close and love on her and... *rambles on with mush and goo and baby noises of love for about 15 minutes*

That is all, I now end my mushy-gushy post of WRUVVV and return you to your regularly scheduled f-list... well wait. I just wanted to add this...

I am VERY nervous about my flight tomorrow. I dreamt that I died in a plane crash a few nights ago, and I'm kinda freaked out about it. If it happens, I want to come back and make a post-mortum LJ post that says "I TOLD YA'LL SO!" ;)...

That is all. (4 real this time)
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When I was going over my newest LJ entries, my girlfriend Jenn pointed out to me that I hadn't said anything about a BIG change in my life. Jenn ([livejournal.com profile] soliloquy) has moved to SIoux Falls and moved in with me! I guess it still makes me a little nervous to talk about it. Its like if I draw too much attention to it, something is going to fuck it up. :\
NEways, it's been AWESOME having her here, and I've been so happy just being with her that I haven't kept up on my fic-reading (and truthfully, haven't had the overwhelming desire to)
I also wanted to give a quick thank you to [livejournal.com profile] mandy_nyar, [livejournal.com profile] greenwillow27, [livejournal.com profile] emerald_7, [livejournal.com profile] luckytheevildog, [livejournal.com profile] kinecetra, [livejournal.com profile] octaneglow, [livejournal.com profile] moronqueen, [livejournal.com profile] dcs745, [livejournal.com profile] geaven, & all other people who wished us well!

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NOTE: damn... I meant to post this last night.

I'm just overwhelmed because a *TON* of good things happened today yesterday. I made a list of those too, cuz it makes me feel good.

+ I spent my 1st valentines day with someone to love! I Love You Jenn!
+ Jenn got a call back from Wells Fargo today and a final phone interview. OOOOH! Ims so excited! She will be moving up here soon!!
+ I got news my bro will be out of harms way soon
+ There's a new chap of "Growing Pains, Orange Bitters" out, my fave TMNT fic :)
+ I got YUMMY valentines treats in the mail from my darling girlfriend, which I will ramble on about more tomorrow later today (with pictures even!)
+ I am FINISHED delivering flowers today, except for 5 Not Homes which are now Darren's (the shop's main delivery driver) problem, not mine.
+ I might get sushi tonight I am going to get sushi TOMORROW instead. and Comic books Too! Yay!
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I reach out to you people on my f-list (and anyone else who runs across this) What is the difference between love and like? Is having sex the only difference between a "partner" and a friend? I'm at a strange crossroad, and I need some peoples different opinions. Feel free to direct others to this entry if you think they may have something helpful to say. Please help me out here. Anonymous comments are allowed, and this journal is unlocked.



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